January 2012
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A new year.. Hoping for a new me. Hoping that this year I would actually stick to my new years resolution of actually staying away from him, of not wanting to him this bad. I’m hoping and praying for some sort of realization in me, so I can finally realize what is important to me.. And also hoping he realizes that I’m important to him. Well hope in the quintessential downfall of...
December 2011
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Happy New Year →
A very Happy new year to one and all.. The year has finally come.. All we’ve gotta do is wait and see :). Have a great one and celebrate to your hearts content. Be safe and have a blast :D..
You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that...
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When You Find You... Come Back To ME
I feel the difference between you and I is.. No matter what, no matter the year, date, time or place.. I will wait for you. Wherever I am in my life, there will always be a place in my heart open for you to fill. You go out there, find yourself, wherever you might be, however long it might take.I’ll be here waiting.. I haven’t lived enough years to say I’ve met the people of the...
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“Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a...”
– Westlife ~ The Rose
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Mind Games
I hate when one day I’m the world and the next day I’m nothing and you think that ignoring me would change the fact that we issues with each other… We’re in love but can’t seem to make this work!!!
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I realized today, That I would never understand what life would be without you… Even though you hurt me and tear me apart with your mind games, something about you will always draw me back to you and keep me wanting more. Blissful or full of sorrow, my heart always yearns for you.. Forever calling your name.
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“The sun has come.
The mist has gone.
We see in the distance…
our long...”
– Maya Angelou
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I think i'm in love with Sheldon Cooper.
Oh me too.. :)
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Nickelback
Please people, don’t be hating on Nickelback.. These guys rock my world and they do for many other people. So if you got nothing good to say.. KEEP IT CUTE OR PUT THAT SHIT ON MUTE!!!
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Merry Newtonmas
Would love to take this opportunity to wish all the die hard Nerds and The Big Bang Theory fans a blessed and awesome Newtonmas and lets celebrate the life and times of our hero Sir Isaac Newton. :)
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Novice Blogger
I’m really loving this blogging. It’s such a good release of emotions and feelings that I always kept hidden. And to know people relate is amazing! This is so much friendlier than the outside world.
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Love as i know it...
What do you do when your best friend, the guy you trust with your life, the one you love so wholeheartedly that it sometimes brings you to tears suddenly, after years of friendship and years of romantically loving each other doesn’t want you anymore and treats you like last weeks rotting rubbish. What do you do when he ignores the life out of you and you just sit there and think about how...
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My new years resolution for 2011 was to stay away from him, not to love him and to try to move on and what did I do?? THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF COURSE
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“Leonard: (agitated) Are you even listening to me?
Sheldon: Of course I’m...”
– Sheldon Cooper
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I don’t understand what I see in him.. Nobody did but everything about him echoed perfection. To me he was the epitome of imperfect perfection.
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Painful Happiness
I’ve realized something, even though him and I are in an endless cycle of pain and nothingness and he makes me miserable to a point where I want to cry my eye balls out.. He makes me happy, happy in a way that I myself cannot comprehend. No one could ever compare to him and that feeling of bliss where every cell in my body screams when I am around him. Even though he makes me crying and...
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Why Him?
I think part of the reason I’m attracted to him is because he’s such a mess. I mean, the people I have loved in my life have never been easy to love. I’m not used to normal, I’m used to disaster, to stubbornness and hard work. I don’t know, as messed up as he is, he’s sort of exciting, sort of challenging. I’m so accustomed to working for love.
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“See, moving on just isn’t working
You lit the fire that I burn in
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– Westlife ~ Amazing
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“You see, in the winter that seat is close enough to the radiator so that he’s...”
– Sheldon Cooper
There is no one that makes me want to date a nerd more than Sheldon Cooper does
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“‘Well, I’d hope that since we’re here anyway
We could end up...”
– Nickelback ~ Someday
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I found love...
Wish I could say that WE found love in a hopeless place, but that would be me blaitently lying to myself. It’s just me, as usual, falling deeper into your trap of deceit and mind games. Which just means me literally finding love in this hopeless place. Knowing all to well that you and I are on the brink of impossible, I let myself believe your candy coated words of misery… This heart...
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“But just like a heart beat, the drum beat carries on.”
– Nickelback ~ When we stand together
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Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held...
asdfghjayson:
amazing words :) and very good advice
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“I love you.. I’ve loved you all along”
– Nickelback ~ Far Away
“I have a masters degree and 2 doctrates the things I should know, I do know”
– ~ Sheldon Cooper
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My Love Story
Her
It had been the hardest day of my life. Loss echoed in every cell of my body. First my grandmother, and now him. I knew I had lost him a long time ago, a long long ago but always thought he’d be there. I pushed through the crowd and had to look twice when I saw him standing there being his god-like self. He stood there like a celestial being and he just smiled. All it took was his smile to...
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A Cycle of Sad Love
Today you are the world.. Tomorrow you are nothing. Today he’ll talk to you as if you’re his princess, the next day you are as good as last weeks trash.. But still your heart yearns and beats for only him. What do you do?? It’s a constant battle for you to keep his attention and it tears you apart each time he does this to you. And each time you remind yourself that he’s a...
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“Trying not to love you… Only makes me love you more”
– Nickelback ~ “Here And Now”