A Victim of Circumstance

It scares me you know, scares me to a point where I go cold inside. The icy numbness travels through me, engulfing every cell of mine. I’d never quite understand why someone would do this. Destroy someone elses happy life, just because they can! Take away the only person that person loved because they wanted to!!!! I believe, I was born a victim of circumstance because every time we’re close to finally breaking this void between us, out comes some lies to destroy all my hard work. Everything disintegrates before me. I asked myself id this battle was worth it. No matter what I do, as we take to steps forward, Iago pushes us 10 steps backward. Was I just never destined for happiness or was I never destined for you? I obviously do not believe the latter because I’m still on this road to nothingness.
What really scares me, is the fact that I’ve got my very own Iago destroying my life, bit by bit with his malignant mischief. His persuasive powers so strong that you’re driven into a frenzy of fury even at the lies, only if seen under close inspection were perfectly fabricated lies. There is no such ‘ocular proof’!!
But will you ever believe me?
Never! Because I’m the little liar and ‘strumpet’ that Iago has portrayed me to be. But don’t you have a mind of your own! Of course you do, but just like Othello, you’re love, is in itself the seed to your destruction. And oh have you destroyed me. This may not end in a callous murder like well written play concluded but the murder occurs in the emotions, underneath this smile is a soul callously murdered everyday by, be it your lack of faith in me, your distrust or plain down maliciousness!

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