Shackles of broken love
I lay in bed tonight, holding back this ocean of tears. Tonight, like every other night, your smile consumes my mind. I close my eyes and your image becomes as clear as day. I feel your presence within me, around me. Your smile radiates warmth, fruitless, joy and happiness.
My eyes open rapidly, has I feel a slight tingle at the point where your finger used to embrace mine. Your slow and gentle, trace of your fingertips on mine. A tear does a back flip down my cheek, but still, I am strong. I compose myself.
And the only words that really flash before my eyes are… I miss you.
Oh yes I do!! I miss your idiotic smile and your sarcasm. Your cynical attitude towards everyone around you. Your stubbornness. The creases across your forehead when you’ve angry at me. The stupid things you’d say to annoy me. The playful insults. I miss fighting with you until 2am about the stupidest things.
I miss the bickering, the intense passion, the moments were I want to just shake you up for being an imbecile!
I miss the real you! The guy that was there through it all. The guy who knew exactly what to say to me. My shoulder to cry on. My twin soul! The guy who was and still is emotionally unavailable. The guy who is too much like me to ever be with me. The boy who loved rock music and Math. My partner in crime that helped me pull of pranks! The guy who insulted my breastroke but insisted on helping me try perfect it!
The guy who broke my heart, yet I love him still with all these broke pieces… Even though he walks over them all the time. I miss the guy who promised me that life would be perfect if I was by his side and that perfection was only attainable when we were together. Where is he? I see him, I see him every night when I close my eyes. I see him in you, he’s there.. Just hidden, surrounded by lies. He’s in there somewhere, and I sense him all the time. I just wish he’d be released from those shackles of pain, hurt and lies. Because only this love shall set him free…
Tagged as: Love ~ Unrequited love ~ Love quotes ~ Hidden ~ Hurt ~ Tears ~ Him ~ Thoughts ~ Dreams ~ Mind ~
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