"You just don’t get it. You would think that everytime I bawled my eyes out over you, after everytime I’ve still come running back to your arms, after everytime I’ve defended you, you would realize that I’m not going anywhere, but no matter what I do, everytime you say I don’t care and that I’m the one who’s fucking this up. Open your beautiful blue eyes babe, you’re the reason this never works."
I write this after reading The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks. And I recognized the love Noah and Allie had for each other is the type of love that i possess for you. How unfortunate that it is not reciprocated. I wonder how you could put me through this agony knowing all too well, the emotion and passion which bubbles within me. I’m tired of putting up a front of being emotionally put together, as if I could care less about what you did to me… I just can’t because my heart knows that I love you and nothing has mattered more to me. I lay on my bed with misty eyes as I have already broken my new years resolution. As it was today, the 15 January 2012.. I have wept for you..
When we want something so bad and we can never have it.. We hold onto the pain and it just makes us miserable
“Yes I’ve been brokenhearted.. Blue since the day we part”
ABBA ~ Mamma Mia
